Friday, December 31, 2010
Pas De Deux
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Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Another Random Meme
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Friday, December 10, 2010
My Life Sucks...
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Thursday, December 9, 2010
Chemo Week 7
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Friday, November 19, 2010
I Want To Be Remembered...
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Friday, November 12, 2010
Lemon Drops & Licorice Sticks
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The Heartbreakers
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The Age of Innocence
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In His Eyes
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Hikari
Summary: As the gatekeepers of this world, we are blessed with certain abilities, certain powers. We are told when, how, and why to use them. We are warned of what could happen if we defy the rules. In the blink of her blue eyes, I broke every single one of them.
Rated: NC-17
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Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Chemo Week #2
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010
What is the one thing that you cherish more above anything else?
That would be my daughter. She is the most important person in my world. She brings a smile to my face even when I feel like I have no smile to give.
Monday, May 3, 2010
Do you believe in fate?
Fate is a funny thing. I think, to some extent, I do believe in fate. Too many things have happened in my life where I can't chalk them up to simple coincidence...
If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?
iPhone
Laptop
Purse
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
PostSecret: 3/21 Secrets
Monday, March 22, 2010
The Porn
So my friend posts a message that stated that he was angry for wasting 3 hours... so then, curious as I am, I asked why. His answer?:
"Long story....but the porn was good!! LOL"
HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That cracked me up.
I just had to share the uber-randomness.
Despair
"All my life I believed I knew something. But then one strange day came when I realized that I knew nothing, yes I knew nothing. And so words became void of meaning. I have arrived too late at ultimate uncertainty."
-Ezra Pound
"Man dies of cold, not of darkness."
-Miguel de Unamuno
"Now, God be praised, that to believing souls gives light in darkness, comfort in despair."
-William Shakespeare
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Why Voodoo?
Okay, so somebody just asked me, 'What's up with you and this whole voodoo thigh? Why voodoo?' I can't really explain why. I suppose that Voodoo (the word) stuck with me after reading an Anne Rice novel called The Witching Hour. This particular book made such an impact in my life, that from the moment I read it, I pretty much became obsessed with anything and everything about the supernatural and anything and everything related to it. For many many years, since like, 1997 I think, I've been known around the internet as Voodoo Banshee. I always refer to Voodoo Banshee as my alter ego, because... it really is. And before you ask me: No. I'm not a narcissist.
After that, I went OCD with the whole voodoo thing. In 2003, I decided to make a second LiveJournal account for myself under the username
How did I come up with the name? Easy. I had a running joke with someone on LiveJournal who always made fun of my Voodoo username, so I would always tell him: 'You know you just got voodoo envy, you wanna be like my voodoo when you grow up.' HA! So that's how I got the idea. And snagged myself a .com, .net, and .org.
Later on, I found that Hewlett-Packard had a line of PC's and Notebooks called Voodoo Envy 133 notebook PC and Voodoo Omen desktop PC. I remember that I almost bought a voodoo notebook. They were way cool... signature colors, tribal designs, the works.
That'd be how my voodoo came to be; *tee hee* just my little piece of voodoo history for y'all. And now you know, why voodoo. Why not?
*the end*
Voodoo Queen
Friday, March 19, 2010
Still Hard...
To this day, I still find it very hard to be around other children other than my own little Cindy. I knew when I was diagnosed with Cancer that I would never be able to have any more children- and I was okay, still am okay with that. I have my little angel after all. She is the best daughter a mother could ever ask for.
But, still... I still find it hard to believe that I will never create another beautiful life like hers. And as much as I told myself in the past that I didn't want to have any more children, that I was okay with just the one, the truth is, that in the back of my mind I did want to have at least one more baby. I still wanted to go through that amazing experience just one more time.
When I was pregnant with Cindy, it was the most beautiful and amazing experience of my life. She was like the text book pregnancy, everything about that time was just absolutely prefect. Even the birth was amazing. I cannot think of one negative thing about that time. I can't even say that I was in any pain... major discomfort, yes, but no real pain.
And now, when I see other babies, I get all emotional without even realizing it. I thought I was past this, but the fact is, that I am still having a hard time with it. Not that I feel any less of a woman, but I do feel somewhat empty. I shouldn't, really I shouldn't. I have everything that I have ever wanted and more. There's really nothing lacking in my life. But I miss that feeling- the one where you stare at yourself in wonder. The feeling that you get when you realized that you have another little life inside of you, so precious... so everything... it's just hard.
And I know that I still have other options out there for me. There's always adoption, but... still... how do I fill that void? Should I even feel that way? Is it wrong of me to feel that way? Is feeling that way make me a bad person? I hope not.
Maybe I'm just being selfish that way. I mean, I have a wonderful life already, I shouldn't be asking for more than what I have already been given. I suppose with time, I will learn cope a little better, but until then...
Current Mood: Sad
Death of a Slayer
Title: Death of a Slayer
Character(s): Drusilla
Warnings: Violence
Pairings: None
Fandom: Angel the Series
Word count: 933
Rating: R
Disclaimer: (These characters belong to Joss Whedon, The WB, UPN, and FOX). Although I am emoting these characters I did not CREATE them. No copyright infringement is intended nor implied.
Ring Around The Rosie...
Title: Ring Around The Rosie…
Character(s): Drusilla
Warnings: Violence
Pairings: None
Fandom: Angel the Series
Word count: 901
Rating: R
Disclaimer: (These characters belong to Joss Whedon, The WB, UPN, and FOX). Although I am emoting these characters I did not CREATE them. No copyright infringement is intended nor implied.
What Have I Done...?
Title: What Have I Done…?
Character(s): Illyria, Wesley
Warnings: Violence
Pairings: Illyria/Wesley
Fandom: Angel the Series
Word count: 646
Rating: R
Disclaimer: (These characters belong to Joss Whedon, The WB, UPN, and FOX). Although I am emoting these characters I did not CREATE them. No copyright infringement is intended nor implied.
The Value of Compromise
Title: The Value of Compromise…
Character(s): Angel, Connor
Warnings: Violence
Pairings: None
Fandom: Angel the Series
Word count: 2,762
Rating: R
Disclaimer: (These characters belong to Joss Whedon, The WB, UPN, and FOX). Although I am emoting these characters I did not CREATE them. No copyright infringement is intended nor implied.
In Jeans...
Because it's a sin for any man to look this good. Totally eye candy. I wonder if I could get his number...
In jeans... by ~zakharova on deviantART
Current Mood: Obsessed
Remember
By Christina Rossetti
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more, day by day,
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Beyond the Anniversary
I'm beat. It was a long day for me & the hubby. But we had fun. I really like my space, but every once in a while... I guess I'm more of the loner type & enjoy doing things by myself. But since yesterday was my wedding anniversary, I did need that human interaction. And it was well worth it. But, I'm so pooped still, got places to go and things to do...
I feel like doing something like rock climbing, base jumping or cliff diving. I should. And I think I will :D - Anyone interested in joining me?
Current Mood: Joy
A
- Abbeville Publishing Group (Abbeville Press, Inc.)
- Ablex Publishing - an imprint of Elsevier
- Ace Books - an imprint of Penguin Group
- Academic Press - UK publisher - now an imprint of Elsevier
- Addison-Wesley - an imprint of Pearson
- AK Press
- Akashic Books - independent small press, known for their noir series
- Aladdin Paperbacks - a children's fiction imprint of Simon & Schuster
- Allen & Unwin
- André Deutsch - an imprint of Carlton
- Andrews McMeel Publishing
- Anova Books
- Anvil Press Poetry
- Applewood Books
- Apress - technology book publishing
- Arbor House
- Arcade Publishing
- Arcadia Publishing - local U.S. history
- Airiti Press - an imprint of Airiti Inc
- Arkham House
- ArtScroll - a major imprint of Mesorah Publications
- A. S. Barnes (founded by Alfred Smith Barnes)
- Athabasca University Press
- Atheneum Books- a children's fiction imprint of Simon & Schuster
- Atheneum Publishers - publisher of political books including the Pulitzer Prize Winner The Making of the President, 1960
- Atlas Press
- ATOM Books a UK based imprint of Little, Brown
- Augsburg Fortress - official publishing house of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America
B
- B & W Publishing
- Baen Books
- Baker Book House
- Banner of Truth Trust - UK based Christian publisher
- Barrie & Jenkins
- Basic Books
- Ballantine Books
- Bantam Books imprint owned by Random House
- Bantam Spectra specialist Sci-Fi imprint of Bantam
- BBC Books
- Belknap Press
- Berg Publishers - now owned by Bloomsbury Publishing Plc
- Berkley Books - an imprint of Penguin Group (USA)
- Birkhauser Boston - part of the Springer Science+Business Media group
- Bison Books
- A & C Black - now an imprint of Bloomsbury Publishing Plc
- Black Dog Publishing
- Black Library
- Black Sparrow Books
- Blackie and Son Limited
- Blackwell Publishing
- Blake Publishing
- Bloodaxe Books
- Bloomsbury Publishing Plc - home of Bloomsbury.com
- Blue Ribbon Books, Garden City, New York - American Publisher
- Bobbs-Merrill Company bought out in 1959 by Howard W. Sams Company
- Book Works
- Books For All (an imprint of Low Price Publications)
- Borgo Press - an imprint of Wildside Press
- Bowes & Bowes
- Marion Boyars Publishers
- Boydell & Brewer
- Brill
- Brimstone Press - Australian Dark Fiction Publisher
- Burns & Oates - now an imprint of Continuum
- Butterworth-Heinemann - Uk based imprint of the international giant Elsevier
C
- Cambridge Scholars Publishing UK
- Cambridge University Press UK
- Candlewick Press
- Canongate Books
- Carcanet Press, Manchester
- Carlton Books UK
- Carlton Publishing Group UK
- Carnegie Mellon University Press
- Casemate Publishers - military history publisher
- Cassell
- Cengage Learning
- Central European University Press
- Century, imprint of Random House publishers.
- Chambers Harrap
- Charles Scribner's Sons
- Chatto and Windus
- Chick Publications
- Churchill Livingstone - an imprint of the giant Elsevier
- City Lights Publishers
- Cloverdale Corporation
- Cold Spring Harbor Laboratory Press
- Collector's Guide Publishing
- Collins - now part of HarperCollins
- Columbia University Press
- Concordia Publishing House
- Constable & Co Ltd - now part of Constable & Robinson
- Continuum International Publishing Group - also known as Continuum
- Copper Canyon Press
- Cork University Press
- Cornell University Press
- Coronet Books - a paperback imprint of Hodder & Stoughton
- Cottontail Publishing, California
- Craftsman Book Company
- CRC Press
- Creation Books
- Crocker & Brewster
- Crown Publishing Group - subsidiary of Random House.
D
- Da Capo Press
- Daedalus Publishing
- Dalkey Archive Press - small fiction publisher based in Urbana, IL
- David & Charles
- DAW Books
- Dedalus Books
- Del Rey Books - a fantasy genre imprint of Random House
- Delacorte Press
- J. M. Dent
- Dick and Fitzgerald
- Directmedia Publishing
- DNA Publications
- Dodd, Mead and Company
- Dorchester Publishing
- Dorling Kindersley
- Doubleday - an imprint of Random House
- Douglas & McIntyre - major Canadian publishing house
- Dove Medical Press
- Dover Publications
- E. P. Dutton
E
- Earthscan publisher of books and journals on climate change, etc.
- ECW Press
- Eel Pie Publishing
- Eerdmans Publishing
- Ellora's Cave
- Elsevier, now part of the Reed-Elsevier group.
- Emerald Group Publishing
- emp3books.com self publishing books, eBooks and audio
- Europa Press
- Everyman's Library
- Ewha Womans University Press
- Exact Change
F
- Faber and Faber
- FabJob
- Fairview Press
- Farrar, Straus & Giroux
- Felony & Mayhem Press
- Firebrand Books
- Focal Press
- Folio Society
- Four Walls Eight Windows
- Free Press
- Frederick Fell Publishers, Inc.
- Frederick Warne & Co
- Fulcrum Press
G
- G-Unit Books
- George Newnes
- GDS International
- Gefen Publishing House
- Good News Publishers
- Goops Unlimited
- Goose Lane Editions
- Golden Cockerel Press
- Victor Gollancz
- Grafton (publisher)
- Graywolf Press
- Greenery Press
- Greenwillow Books - and imprint of HarperCollins
- Greenwood Publishing Group
- Gregg Press — Boston, MA based imprint of GK Hall & Company
- George Routledge & Sons - one incarnation of the UK based publishing house
- Grove Press / Atlantic Monthly Press
H
- Hachette Book Group USA
- Hackett Publishing Company
- Hamish Hamilton currently part of Penguin Books (UK)
- Harcourt Trade Publishers: originally Harcourt Brace & Company (1919), then Harcourt, Brace & World, Inc. (1960), and Harcourt Brace Jovanovich (HBJ, 1970), now part of Harcourt Education
- Harcourt Assessment, previously The Psychological Corporation, now part of Harcourt Education
- Harlequin Enterprises Ltd
- Harper & Brothers became Harper & Row
- Harper & Row also now part of HarperCollins
- HarperCollins Publishers
- HarperPrism an imprint of HarperCollins
- HarperTrophy an imprint of HarperCollins
- Harry N. Abrams, Inc.
- Harvard University Press
- Harvest House
- Harvill Press at Random House
- Hawthorne Books
- Hay House
- Haynes Manuals (UK)
- Heinemann (book publisher) an imprint of the Harcourt Education division of Reed Elsevier
- Heyday Books
- HMSO
- Hodder & Stoughton
- Hodder Headline
- Hogarth Press
- Holland Park Press
- Holt, Rinehart and Winston an imprint of Harcourt Education
- Hoover Institution Press
- Houghton Mifflin
- House of Anansi Press
- The House of Murky Depths (UK)
- Humana Press
- Hutchinson
- Hyperion (publisher)
I
- Ian Allan Publishing
- IDC Publishers an imprint of Brill
- Ignatius Press
- Imperial War Museum
- Indiana University Press
- Informa Healthcare
- Information Age Publishing (IAP)
- Insomniac Press Canada
- Inter-Varsity Press - IVP UK
- International Debate Education Association
- International Publishing Company J-M Ltd. (The) - Jerusalem, Israel
- InterVarsity Press - IVP USA
- Ishi Press
- Island Press
- Ivyspring International Publisher
J
- Jaico Publishing House
- Jarrolds Publishing part of the UK business group Jarrolds
- John Murray
- John Wiley & Sons (Wiley)
- Johns Hopkins University Press
- Juvenilia Press
K
- Kehot Publication Society
- Kluwer Academic Publishers
- Alfred A. Knopf
- Kodansha - Japanese publisher which publishes some books in English
- Kumarian Press - Academic books on international development
- Kurodahan Press - Specializing in English-language translations of Japanese fiction
L
- Ladybird Books
- Leaf Books
- Left Book Club
- Legend Books an SF imprint of Random House
- Libertas Academica
- Liberty Fund
- Library of America
- Lion Hudson
- Lion Publishing - now a part of Lion Hudson
- Little, Brown and Company
- Low Price Publications
- Longman
- Lutterworth Press
M
- A. C. McClurg
- McClelland and Stewart
- Macmillan Publishers
- Mainstream Publishing
- Mandrake of Oxford
- Mandrake Press
- Manchester University Press
- Manor House Publishing
- Mapin Publishing
- Marion Boyars Publishers
- Mark Batty Publisher
- Marshall Cavendish
- Marshall Pickering a Christian imprint of HarperCollins
- Martinus Nijhoff Publishers an imprint of Brill
- Matthias Media
- McGraw-Hill
- Medknow Publications
- Melbourne University Publishing
- Mercier Press
- Methuen Publishing
- Michael Joseph
- Microsoft Press publishing arm of the software company
- The Miegunyah Press
- Miles Kelly Publishing
- Mills & Boon
- Minerva Press
- Mirage Publishing (UK) Mind, Body & Spirit and Self Help
- MIT Press
- Modern Library
- John Murray
- Mycroft & Moran an imprint of Arkham House
N
- Nauka
- NavPress
- New Directions Publishing
- New English Library
- New Holland Publishers (UK)
- New Press, The
- New Village Press
- Newnes
- Nonesuch Press
- Noontide Press
- Northwestern University Press
- NRC Research Press
- W. W. Norton & Company
- NYRB Classics
O
- Old Line Publishing
- One World Publications
- Open University Press
- Orchard Books
- Oracle Press part of the McGraw Hill publishing group
- Originals (an imprint of Low Price Publications)
- Orion Books
- Orion Publishing Group
- O'Reilly Media
- Osborne Press part of the McGraw Hill publishing group
- Osprey Publishing
- Peter Owen Publishers
- Oxford University Press (UK)
P
- Palgrave Macmillan
- Pan Books - now Pan Macmillan
- Pantheon Books at Random House
- Parachute Publishing
- Parallax Press
- Parragon
- Pathfinder Press
- Paulist Press
- Pavilion Books - UK publisher of illustrated books
- Peace Hill Press
- Pen and Sword Books
- Penguin Books UK
- Penguin Putnam Inc. (USA)
- Persephone Books
- Peter Owen Publishers
- Phaidon Press
- Philosophy Documentation Center
- Philtrum Press
- Picador UK
- Pimlico Books at Random House
- Pluto Press
- Point Blank - an imprint of Wildside Press
- Poisoned Pen Press
- Polity
- Practical Action
- Prentice Hall
- Prime Books
- Princeton University Press
- Progress Publishers
- Prometheus Books
- Profile Books
- Puffin Books - an imprint of Penguin Books
- Pulp.Net
- G. P. Putnam's Sons
Q
R
- Random House
- Reed Elsevier
- D. Reidel — now part of Springer Science+Business Media
- Remington & Co
- Rigby an imprint of the Harcourt Education division of Reed Elsevier
- Riverhead Books
- Robson Books
- Rock scorpion books
- Rodopi
- Routledge Kegan Paul now Routledge, an imprint of Taylor & Francis Group publishing
S
- SAGE Publications
- St. Martin's Press
- Sam Enrico Williams
- Schocken Books
- Scholastic Press
- Charles Scribner's Sons
- Scribner (UK)
- Secker & Warburg
- Sensorotika Press
- Shambhala Publications
- Shire Books
- Shoemaker & Hoard Publishers
- Shuter & Shooter Publishers
- Sidgwick & Jackson
- Signet Books an imprint of New American Library
- Simon and Schuster
- Sounds True
- South End Press
- SPCK
- Spinster's ink books
- Spottiswoode, an earlier form of Eyre & Spottiswoode
- Springer Science+Business Media (formally Springer Verlag)
- Stanford University Press
- The Stationery Office - Publishers of UK government publications etc. Was the printing arm of the HMSO.
- Stylus Publishing - higher education
- Summit Media
- SUNY Press
- Sussex Academic Press
T
- T & T Clark
- Tachyon Publications
- Tammi, Finland
- Target Books - now part of Virgin Publishing
- Tarpaulin Sky Press
- Tartarus Press
- Ten Speed Press
- Thames & Hudson (UK)
- Thames & Hudson USA
- The Good Book Company (UK)
- The Key Publishing House Inc. (Canada)
- Thieme Medical Publishers
- Third World Press
- Thomas Nelson
- Ticonderoga Publications
- Times Books
- Tor Books
- Triangle Books - paperback imprint of SPCK
- Tuttle Publishing
- Twelveheads Press
- Twisted Spoon Press
- Taylor & Francis
U
- UCL Press - University College of London Press
- Unfinished Monument Press
- University of Akron Press
- University of Alaska Press
- University of California Press
- University of Chicago Press
- University of Minnesota Press
- University of Michigan Press
- University of Nebraska Press
- University of South Carolina Press
- University of Toronto Press
- University of Wales Press
- University of Washington Press
- University Press of America
- University Press of Kentucky
- Usborne Publishing
V
- V & A Publications - specialises in books on fashion, usually to tie-in with exhibitions at the Victoria and Albert Museum in London.
- Verso Books
- Velazquez Press
- Victor Gollancz Ltd
- Viking Press - merged with Penguin Group (USA)
- Vintage Books (US)
- Vintage Books at Random House (UK)
- Virago Press
- Virgin Publishing
- Voyager Books - imprint of HarperCollins
- VSP Publishers|VSP an imprint of Brill
W
- W. W. Norton & Company
- Ward Lock & Co
- WBusiness Books
- WEbook
- Weidenfeld & Nicolson
- Wesleyan University Press
- WestBow Press an imprint of Thomas Nelson
- W. H. Allen Ltd, former British publishing house, now absorbed into Virgin Books
- Wildside Press
- William Edwin Rudge
- Windgate Press
- Wisdom Publications
- Workman Publishing
- World Publishing Company
- World Scientific Publishing
- Wrecking Ball Press
- Wrox Press publisher of IT manuals and technology tutorials - imprint of John Wiley & Sons
- WSOY, Finland
- John Wiley & Sons
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Thursday, March 11, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Off to See the Doctor's
Well, I'm off to see my regular doctor now to get all my pre-op stuff out of the way for my surgery next week (nothing major!! Just getting my IV port o cath removed.)
Not too keen on getting it done, cuz yeah, the pain afterward is gonna be a bitch, but I suppose I can safely say that I've been through worse. I'm just a cry baby that way I suppose. I'll probably have to wear a sling or something. On the bright side, at least my surgery was scheduled BEFORE my wedding anniversary (it's this Friday :D ) so at least that's good.
But first and foremost, before even thinking about setting foot at my doctor's office, I will go to California Pizza Kitchen for some yummy-nummy-nummy food.
Love, and all that jazz...
Current Mood: Devious
Artistic Prompts {#1}
Prose
Create a character that has an unusual phobia. Write a scene that causes that character to face his fear. (500 words or fewer)
Picture
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Quote
“Dream as if you’ll live forever. Live as if you’ll die today.” -James Dean
Word
Effulgent
Chapter 4: Gone
Title: Damaged Souls
Character(s): Dana (a vampire slayer)
Warnings: Violence
Pairings: None
Fandom: Angel the Series
Word count: 1,389
Rating: R
Disclaimer: (These characters belong to Joss Whedon, The WB, UPN, and FOX). Although I am emoting these characters I did not CREATE them. No copyright infringement is intended nor implied.
Chapter 3: Not My Own
Title: Damaged Souls
Character(s): Dana (a vampire slayer)
Warnings: Violence
Pairings: None
Fandom: Angel the Series
Word count: 1,277
Rating: R
Disclaimer: (These characters belong to Joss Whedon, The WB, UPN, and FOX). Although I am emoting these characters I did not CREATE them. No copyright infringement is intended nor implied.
Chapter 2: Need to Suffer... Need to Bleed...
Title: Damaged Souls
Character(s): Dana (a vampire slayer)
Warnings: Violence
Pairings: None
Fandom: Angel the Series
Word count: 1,394
Rating: R
Disclaimer: (These characters belong to Joss Whedon, The WB, UPN, and FOX). Although I am emoting these characters I did not CREATE them. No copyright infringement is intended nor implied.
Chapter 1: Pain & Illusions
Title: Damaged Souls
Character(s): Dana (a vampire slayer)
Warnings: Violence
Pairings: None
Fandom: Angel the Series
Word count: 2,332
Rating: R
Disclaimer: (These characters belong to Joss Whedon, The WB, UPN, and FOX). Although I am emoting these characters I did not CREATE them. No copyright infringement is intended nor implied.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
WTFBBQ!!
I can't believe it's already noon and I'm procrastinating as per the usual. I need to go to the post office to buy some stamps and what am I doing? Lazing about, finding excuses (pretty lame ones too) to not go. Seriously, I really need to get my ass moving and out the door. Before I know it, it will be like, 4:00pm and then I won't go at all...
In other news, I have one more surgery this month to remove my IV port o cath. I'm so glad I'm getting that thing out, it really gets on my nerves sometimes, especially when I'm sleeping on my stomach and stuff. I have to see my regular doctor tomorrow to do all the pre-op stuff, so that's gonna be a fun filled day (note sarcasm). But at least that will be the last of the last.
Ack! And there I go again, trying to get out of going to the post office. Maybe if I stop by the store to buy some nummy-yummy gummy bears or something, I'll have enough of an incentive to move and get my butt going...then again, maybe not. I wonder what else I could use as an incentive.
Bleh, I suck.
Okay, I'm gonna count to three and I'm gonna get moving. Ready? Okay.
One.
Two.
Thr...
Current Mood: Embarrased
Monday, March 8, 2010
Death...
Because sometimes it's nice being a deviant... Here's 'Death' from a short one shot comic (which is now being expanded) by YoukaiYume called "Willow".
WiLLOW: Mask by *YoukaiYume on deviantART
Current Mood: Exhausted
Lyrics: "Jealous Guy" by John Lennon
I was dreaming of the past.
And my heart was beating fast,
I began to lose control,
I began to lose control,
I didn't mean to hurt you,
I'm sorry that I mad you cry,
I didn't want to hurt you,
I'm just a jealous guy,
I was feeling insecure,
You might not love me any more,
I was shivering inside,
I was shivering inside,
I was trying to catch your eyes,
Thought that you were trying to hide,
I was swallowing my pain,
I was swallowing my pain.
Current mood: Exhausted
Dana Point, California
Went out to Dana Point today with a friend and we tried to go whale watching. Unfortunately, the whales weren't as cooperative as we would have liked... so no whales on the horizon, but I did take two really nice pictures with my iPhone, which sorta surprised me since sometimes, when I take pictures with my iPhones I can never keep my hands steady enough for a good picture. Anyway, this is what I got. Kinda gave me a bit of inspiration too. I feel like I should come here more often with my laptop in hand and write to my heart's content. The ocean does give me that really peaceful feeling, like, nothing else in the world matters other than the right now. It felt nice. I think I will do just that in the weeks to come...
[By the way: the images are quite large when you click on them... just FYI. :)]
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Current Mood: Happy
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Ugh! But Meh.
It's a bit hard to update my Voodoo Envy blog via my iPhone, I've noticed. I mean, yeah, I can work on the layout and add/delete plugins and or add/update some of the files through my iPhone or even mess with the database if I wanted to. But using an actual computer is just so much more practical. I'm not really complaining, no. I love my iPhone to death and I'm glad I can still manouver around the Internet when I'm not feeling all that great after all, but still. Sometimes, you just have to use a full sized keyboard and screen. It's just better. I hope I get well soon, so can go back to being hunched over my desk while using my laptop like a crazed Internet looney for hours on end. Not to mention that the laptop won't hit my face when I'm half asleep on the bed trying to type an email or text, etc. Although, my head would probably hit the key board if I did fall asleep while using the laptop anyway, but I'm counting on my super human reflexes to wake me half way to impact... before I can do any real damage. However, I am such a klutz that I'd probably end up on the floor instead.*hee hee*
Current Mood: Annoyed
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Alegría (Cirque du Solei)
...if you have no voice,
SCREAM;
...if you have no legs,
RUN;
...if you have no hope,
INVENT.
Friday, February 5, 2010
Kseniya Simonova - Sand Animation
Thank you for sharing :)
City Rain
Rain.
Rain... drops of rain.
Falling through the cracks of the black asphalt sea.
Cleansing everything & washing away all the filth of the world.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Thank you!
Last Chemotherapy Cycle
For some reason, I have mixed feelings about it, but over all I am very happy to be able to close this chapter of my life and put this behind me.
Slowly, let me start fresh...
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Inspirarion
"You can't just sit there & wait for people to give you that golden dream; you've got to get out there & make it happen for yourself" - D. Ross
Thursday, January 21, 2010
I Loved you
By Alexander Pushkin
I loved you; and perhaps I love you still,
The flame, perhaps, is not extinguished; yet
It burns so quietly within my soul,
No longer should you feel distressed by it.
Silently and hopelessly I loved you,
At times too jealous and at times too shy.
God grant you find another who will love you
As tenderly and truthfully as I.
