I Want To Be Remembered...

"I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own." -Unknown

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Lemon Drops & Licorice Sticks

Summary: InuGrrrl's collection of works that prove porn really can be the plot! [Comment: I'm a sucker for good PORN!]

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The Heartbreakers

Summary: InuGrrrl's collection of tearjerkers. [Comment: I like them all! <3 I'm a sucker for good angst.]

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The Age of Innocence

Summary: He had everything a man could ever want, but something happened on the way to Heaven, leaving him irreparably broken and riddled in misery. In his desperation for closure, he vows to do one last thing for her, perform one final act of love... How could he have known that he'd be the one receiving the gift? Rated: R

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In His Eyes

Summary: He grew up alone in a world that doesn't understand him and she just lost the only one she ever had. But when fate steps in, will Kagome find everything she needs in InuYasha's eyes? Answer to a challenge by LadyTokyo on MM.org. This is my interpretation of her poem ^_^ Rated: R

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Hikari

Summary: As the gatekeepers of this world, we are blessed with certain abilities, certain powers. We are told when, how, and why to use them. We are warned of what could happen if we defy the rules. In the blink of her blue eyes, I broke every single one of them.

Rated: NC-17

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Chemo Week #2

Wow... I can't believe week #2 of my chemo treatment has almost come and gone. I have to say that I was better prepared for this one. I have the tendency to psych myself out and then I end up feeling worse! This week, I tried really hard to not do that this past week and it did help a bit. I still felt like shit on Friday/Saturday/Sunday, and I was still not able to sleep right... my body feel like it's been hit by a truck. Not that I know what that really feels like, but I'm assuming getting hit by a truck feels like that. My head has been pounding like crazy and I'm afraid people think my smiles are starting to look a little forced, which they have been for like maybe 25% of the time. What I TOTALLY LOATHE and DESPISE is having to get poked twice a week (for blood work and for chemo)... I do not like needles. I have grown to tolerate them since I have to do this, but they are definitely not my favorite thing in the world. I complain a lot, but I suppose, in the big scheme of things, I'm one of the lucky ones. And I thank my lucky stars that this is happening to me and not another member of my family. I have funny/quirky way of looking at things, and dealing with things, and I don't think my family members (no offense to anyone) would be able to deal with something like this... well maybe my mom, but she is Wonder Woman, she can do anything! And I have just and AMAZING support group. From family members to friends to co-workers and my employer. Everyone has come together to make me comfortable. I couldn't ask for a greater group of people. And though I do have my bad days, my ugly days, and my whiny days, for the most part, my support group keeps me positive. Love, peace, and don't forget to sign up to be my minion!

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