NaNoWriMo 2009

I am still unsure if I will be able to participate in this year's NaNoWriMo.  I am hopeful, but realistically, I may not be able to complete it.  I am still debating if I should give it a try either way... I suppose I should start making descisions soon since November 1st is just around the corner.  Who knows?  I just might make it this year...

What's happening... now?

Nothing new to report.  I'm actually feeling much better today than I have in a while.  I'm still trying to find a happy medium with my meds, but at least I got something that's working.

Work has been okay so far.  Everyone has been super understanding and I'm doing things at my own pace, which is nice.

I'm still feeling pretty tired though... this has been my hardest cycle yet.  Carlos has been doing everything, I almost feel bad.  He's been pulling double daddy/husband duties.  Don't know what I'd really do without him.

Hopefully I'll be feeling much better this weekend, cuz I gotta go buy a costume for the little one.  She wants to be Spongebob :D  - I still don't know what I'm gonna be, but what ever it is, it better be rocking!

Bleh. There's a pillow with my name on it and I can't wait to put my head to.  Nap it is.

*hearts*

Gacela of the Dark Death by Federico Garcia Lorca

I want to sleep the dream of the apples,
to withdraw from the tumult of cemeteries,
I want to sleep the dream of that child
who wanted to cut his heart on the high seas.

I don't want to hear again that the dead do not lose their blood,
that the putrid mouth goes on asking for water.
I don't want to learn of the tortures of the grass,
nor of the moon with a serpent's mouth
that labors before dawn.

I want to sleep awhile,
awhile, a minute, a century;
but all must know that I have not died;
that there is a stable of gold in my lips;
that I am the small friend of the West wing;
that I am the intense shadow of my tears.

Cover me at dawn with a veil.
because dawn will throw fistfuls of ants at me.
and wet with hard water my shoes
so that the pincers of the scorpion slide.

For I want to sleep the dream of the apples,
to learn a lament that will cleanse me of the earth;
for I want to live with that dark child
who wanted to cut his heart on the high seas.

"Unmei no Tori" (運命の鳥 Birds of Fate)

Title: Unmei no Tori (運命の鳥 Birds of Fate)

Author/Illustrator: Rumiko Takahashi

Pages: 32

Description: "The great modern recession that you couldn't see coming. Have you ever wondered... If you could know if the future hold happiness for you or...?"

Date of Publication: March 5th, 2009

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