Doped Up...

Hello world... this is me highly doped up on I don't even know how many meds. It feels like. Like being in a fluffly cloud. It's nice. Wish it would last. Hope I don't do anything stupid. XoXo.

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Pink Pens

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Hipstamatic Photography

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Chemo Week...?

I don't even remember -sigh- I'll have to look at my calendar to see what week I'm on. Surprisingly, I am feeling okay today. Nausea is all under control.  Appetite is okay.  Hubby and Cindy are both behaving (LOL) so things couldn't be better than they are. I was feeling a little blue last night though. Just thinking about stuff that I usually try to avoid, but something it's just hard to keep up the perky attitude. It wasn't too bad though. I guess sometimes these things are just unavoidable. Hmm... nothing else to report. Weather is okay, and the family and I will be heading out soon for a movie and possibly lunch if my appetite is good and the nausea stays under control which it should. Oh! I did download a new app on my iPhone, Hipstamatic. So hopefully while we're out I can take some pretty cool pictures with it and post them on here. We shall see. :D Well that's it for now. Be posting again soon.

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Pas De Deux

Summary: Three days would pass before he'd figure out why he got the room... and damn him for continuing to let her believe it. [Author's Comments: This short novella is for JessieAngel, one of my two kiriban winners over at Deviant Art. She wanted a certain "roommate" scenario and I weaved one that I hope she'll enjoy. ^_^ Pas De Deux: Ballet term meaning, Dance of Two] She is so amazing!

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Another Random Meme

Just a little randomness for y'all.  I don't remember who tagged me.  But I know it was MONTHS ago -tee hee- Sorry! What songs are you currently addicted to? *Change in the House of Filies - Deftones *Erotic City - Prince *Rebel Yell - Billy Idol If money were not a problem, where would you like to live? Hawaii or somewhere in Europe. YouTube a song you like. Post it here. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VP-6oEdwCNk How long does it take you to get out of bed in the morning? Depends on what kind of mood I'm in.  Usually, on a good day, it takes me only a few minutes. On bad days, I pretty much stay in bed all day. Sweet or Salty? Hehehe!  Wait, what's the question again?  Definitely SWEET! What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction? Vampire Knight! <3 Do you ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex? Sometimes I do. Seems like men are simpler creatures than us complex women :) What websites do you always visit when you go online? Twitter, Facebook, LiveJournal, Tumblr, Gmail, Netflix & Hulu Have you ever shot a gun? Yes. What do you look forward the most in the next six weeks? Going to Arizona for vacation... it's only for a few days, but I have never been there, so I'm truly excited about it. What do you do to change your mood? I usually read a book.  Something that I have read before.  Other times I write.  Writing cures most things. What was the last meal you ate? RAMEN!!!! Wonton Ramen. It was quite yummy :) What time are you usually on the computer? Hmm... well, if I am working, usually by around 8:30 AM or so thru 5:30 PM.  But if I am not at work, I very rarely go on the computer. However, I do use my iPhone almost ALL day. Five things you can't live without. iPhone Laptop (for those days when I feel like writing) Wallet Pink Pen Chapstick The first line of a song you're listening to right now. "I give her all my love... that's all I do..." What's something you'd like to say to someone right now? I'd like to tell my baby girl that I LOVE HER! And that I'll play with her tonight when I get home from work :D What's the last movie you watched? The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King I'm tagging everyone! <3

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My Life Sucks...

Well, at least today. Couldn't catch a wink of sleep last night. Everything hurts so badly & even though I am so very tired & sleepy, no matter what I do I can't get comfortable enough for even a little sleep. Today is gonna suck, I can tell. I'm already dreading having to get up to make something to eat when I get hungry. That's if I even get hungry at all. Just the thought of having to go down those stairs make me shudder. Ahhh! I'm not gonna cry. No point in it if it's only gonna make me feel worse. 

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Chemo Week 7

Today marks the last day of my 2nd chemo cycle.  I am so  happy to have finished 2 cycles already and still be in relative good health.  Now I  have all of next week off to recover. My blood work did not look to good this time around but that is to be expected.  It was not as bad, but I was not expecting the numbers to drop so low. Anyway... Two of my friends came to visit me while I was getting my chemo treatment.  It's always nice to have the company.  Makes time go by much quicker, although I can't help but feel a little bad that I always seem like I'm about to fall asleep when they are there but the meds that they give me before administering the chemo make me sooo sleepy. Oh a better note, I can't wait for next week. I have 3 Christmas parties to attend, on Monday, another on Tuesday and the last one on Wednesday.  Two are at work.  Hopefully I'll have enough energy for them, but I'll make the effort.  The third one is for my daughter's soccer team.  That might be a tough one though, but I'm sure it will be fine. Aside from that, nothing too exciting to report.  Did a little research on liver cancer at work during my lunch break the other day and freaked myself out a bit. Had to maintain an ackward smiling face for like two hours afterwards so that people didn't think I was having some type mental breakdown (which I wasn't, but it was close) and luckily, after having my mini freak out I pretty much slapped myself (almost literally :p) and that was pretty much the end of that episode.  Can't worry right now about the what if's because I'm just not there yet. I just gotta live in the moment, at least for now.  AND I MUST NOT GET AHEAD OF MYSELF. NO MORE RESEARCH, until I speak to my doctor first. I'll be seeing him after the end of my next chemo cycle. I will need to schedule my PETScan for then as well. But that's as far as I can look into the future. Blah. So tired now... as much as I hate to say it, I'm just gonna veg for a bit before calling it quits. As usual, a bit thank you to all my friends, family and co-workers for their continued love and support.  LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

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I Want To Be Remembered...

"I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own." -Unknown

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Lemon Drops & Licorice Sticks

Summary: InuGrrrl's collection of works that prove porn really can be the plot! [Comment: I'm a sucker for good PORN!]

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